April 28, 2011

Entry 3 (End of Novel)

Pages read: 283-end of novel

I knew the ending of My Sister’s Keeper was going to be very unexpected and exciting, but I had no idea what I was in for. The ending begins when Anna confesses that Kate convinced her to file the lawsuit against Brian and Sara because she wanted to die. “‘Anna,’ Campbell says, ‘who convinced you?’ I am small in this seat, in this state, on this lonely planet. I fold my hands together, holding between them the only emotion I’ve managed to keep from slipping away: regret. ‘Kate’” (Picoult 378).
Anna goes on to explain Kate’s wishes.
“‘Anna you were saying Kate asked you to file this lawsuit for medical emancipation?’   
Again, I squirm. ‘Not quite.’
‘Can you explain?’
‘She didn’t ask me to file the lawsuit.’
‘Then what did she ask you?’
I steal a glance at my mother. She knows; she has to know. Don’t make me say it out loud. ‘Anna,’ Campbell presses, ‘what did she ask you?’
I shake my head, tight-lipped, and Judge DeSalvo leans over. ‘Anna, you’re going to have to give us an answer to this question.’  
‘Fine.’ The truth bursts out of me; a raging river, now that the dam’s washed away. ‘She asked me to kill her’ (Picoult 387-388). Of course, this surprised me a lot when Kate told Anna not to go through with the kidney transplant, because she was ready to die and she felt like she’d been holding Anna back too much. Anna begins to realize that she wanted to grow up, even if Kate couldn’t; she wanted Kate to be alive, but also wanted to be herself, not part of Kate. “Kate’s death would be the worst thing that’s ever happened to me…and also the best” (Picoult 391). Sara doesn’t believe Anna at first. She thinks Anna is making the story up, and if Kate wanted to die so badly, she would have talked to her own mother about it. However, in the end, Sara begins to realize that she has taken Anna for granted, just for Kate’s sake. She becomes aware of the fact that nobody has a child, but receives one. Even though Kate’s life wasn’t what she hoped or imagined it would be, she’s still thankful for Kate’s life.      

The major plot of Anna wanting the rights to her own body is resolved when Judge DeSalvo declares her medically emancipated from her parents. “‘What that means is that even though you will continue to live with them, and even though they can tell you when to go to bed and what TV shows you can’t watch and whether you have to finish your broccoli, with regards to any medical treatment, you have the last word. And just so that she has additional guidance, should she need it, I’m going to ask Mr. Alexander to assume medical power of attorney for her until age eighteen, so that he may assist her in making some of the more difficult decisions’” (Picoult 410). Anna is nervous to hear what her parents have to say after getting medically emancipated from them, but Sara and Brian hold her in a hug saying that everything is alright.


The minor plot of Campbell and Julia’s romance is resolved as well when Campbell has a grand mal seizure in the courthouse during the Fitzgerald case. Once he becomes conscious, he tells Julia the real reason for having Judge, his dog. “‘He’s a seizure dog,’ I say.  
‘No kidding. Why didn’t you tell me, Campbell?’
‘Julia, I didn’t even tell my parents.’
‘How long has this been going on?’
I sigh. ‘A while.’
‘A while, as in a week?’
Shaking my head, I say, ‘A while, as in two days before we graduated from Wheeler. The day I took you home, all I wanted was to be with you. When my parents told me I had to go a stupid dinner at the country club, I followed them in my own car, so I could make a quick escape- I was planning on driving back to your house, that night. But on the way to dinner, I got into a car accident. I came through with a few bruises, and that night, I had the first seizure. The doctors made it pretty clear I’d have to live with it forever.’ I take a deep breath. ‘Which is what made me realize that no one else should have to.’
‘What?’ Julia asked.
‘What do you want me to say, Julia? I wasn’t good enough for you. You deserved better than some freak who might fall down frothing at the mouth any old minute’” (Picoult 383-384). After hearing this, Julia is almost relieved because she thought Campbell had dumped her because she wasn’t good enough for him. She says that if he had told her back fifteen years ago, she wouldn’t be lonely now. They resolve their arguments, and become the lovers they were fifteen years ago. At the end of this chapter Julia says something that is one of my favorite quotations in the entire book. “‘And another thing-this time, you don’t get to leave me. I’m going to leave you.’
If possible, that only makes me feel worse. I try to pretend it doesn’t hurt, but I don’t have the energy. ‘So go.’
Julia settles next to me. ‘I will,’ she says. ‘In another fifty or sixty years’ (Picoult 385). I believe that this is one of the best moments of My Sister’s Keeper because it’s so sweet and it is the start of the new life Campbell and Julia will share.  

Just as I thought the book was coming to a warm happy ending, an unexpected and shocking accident happens. While driving home from the courthouse after getting medically emancipated from Sara and Brian, Anna and Campbell have one last conversation before everyone’s life is turned upside down. “‘What you said at the trial…do you really think I’ll be amazing in ten years?’
‘Why, Anna Fitzgerald, are you fishing for compliments?’
‘Forget I said anything.’  
He glances at me. ‘Yes, I do. I imagine you’ll be breaking guy’s hearts, or painting in Montmartre, or flying fighter jets, or hiking through undiscovered countries.’ He pauses. ‘Maybe all of the above.’  
There was a time when, like Kate, I’d wanted to be a ballerina. But since then I’ve gone through a thousand different stages: I wanted to be an astronaut, paleontologist, backup singer for Aretha Franklin, a member of the Cabinent, a Yellowstone National Park ranger. Now, based on the day, I sometimes want to be a micro surgeon, a poet, a ghost hunter. Only one thing’s a constant. “Ten years from now,’ I say. ‘I’d like to be Kate’s sister’ (Picoult 412). Then, at that moment, Campbell and Anna get into a horrible car crash. Brian is immediately called to the scene, not knowing his own daughter is in the mangled car. Campbell is alright; just a broken arm and other minor injuries. However, at the hospital, the doctors tell Brian and Sara that Anna is brain dead from hitting her head against the car window with great force and a respirator is keeping her breathing going. Brian and Sara know that their daughter isn’t really alive anymore; she’s merely a shell. Therefore, they make the hardest move of their life by flipping off the respirator.  
The novel is ended in 2010 by Kate, who narrates her first chapter in the book. I really enjoyed this chapter because it was the first insight into Kate’s brain since Ii started the book. She talks about how she received a kidney from Anna, after she was declared dead. Kate talks about how much grief the Fitzgerald’s went through; she would sit in her room for days on end with earphones in so she wouldn’t have to listen to her mom crying.  Kate also expresses feeling of guilt for Anna’s death. “‘And for me, well, I began to hate myself. It was, of course, all my fault. If Anna had never filed that lawsuit, if she hadn’t been at the courthouse signing papers with her attorney, she never would have been at that particular intersection at that particular moment. She would be here, and I would be the one coming back to haunt her’” (Picoult 421). Kate goes on to sum up the lives of the characters in My Sister’s Keeper by saying that Campbell and Julia got married, Jesse graduated from the police academy and won a citation from the mayor last year for his role in a drug bust and Brian fell deep into a bottle after Anna died. A captivating quote from this chapter was, “‘Sometimes I go into the bathroom and I lift up my shirt and touch the white lines of my scar. I remember how, at first, I thought the stitches seemed to spell out her name. I think about her kidney working inside me and her blood running through my veins. I take her with me, wherever I go’” (Picoult 423). I found this captivating because even after a person dies, their organs and other body parts can still be helping another person live.

One of my favorite characters in My Sister’s Keeper was Jesse because he was a rebel. I liked his easy-going, I-don’t-care-if-I-get-in-trouble attitude. I also found it interesting how Jesse cared less about what his parents thought, yet tried to get their attention frequently. Even though Jesse didn’t follow the right road in life, he still cared deeply for his two sisters, which allows the reader to think that there’s much more to this character than what meets the eye. I also enjoyed the character Campbell Alexander. There was a sense of mystery and intrigue to him because he never told the real reason as to why he has a dog. He also didn’t give a specific reason as to why he broke up with Julia fifteen years ago before they graduated from Wheeler High, which we learned was because of his seizures at the end of the novel.

A moral lesson that I took away from this novel is that a healthy life is so precious and we all take it for granted. Everyday we wake up and begin our hectic and tiring days, forgetting the fact that we should be thankful that we don’t have to suffer through leukemia and other cancers like Kate did. Instead, we should be thanking God for the privileges He has given us like good health, and we should be living our lives without regret because we never know if today is our last day. Death doesn’t just come from old age or cancer; unexpected accidents happen every day, which resulted in losing Anna’s very precious life in My Sister’s Keeper. She wasn’t the one who was supposed to die; Kate was the sick one. However, unforeseen disasters always occur and therefore we should always be appreciating the life we live.   

Overall My Sister’s Keeper was an excellent read and I recommend it to anyone. Jodi Picoult did a wonderful job of displaying the problems that occur in a family if a child is sick with cancer. Every chapter brought a new problem or secret into the plot, which made for entertaining reading. I finished the book about a month ago, because I couldn’t put it down. The ender was a tear-jerker and I literally had to read the part where Anna and Campbell got into a car accident three times to comprehend the fact that Anna was brain dead. If you are looking for a touching family drama/ romance, My Sister’s Keeper is for you!





















April 13, 2011

Entry 2: (middle of reading)

Pages read: 143- 283    

            Question: What can bring you great sadness, pain and fear? What can give you an overpowering surge of determination and courage to fight a long, painful battle? What can bring a family closer? But more importantly, what can tear a family apart?   
            Answer: A malignant growth or tumor caused by abnormal and uncontrolled cell division, otherwise known as cancer.  
            This cruel disease is at the centre of My Sister’s Keeper, and is ripping the Fitzgerald family in half. Since page 143, Kate has remained in the hospital and is described as a ghost waiting to happen.

All the main characters in My Sister’s Keeper are doing some soul searching. Jodi Picoult has allowed the reader to read the six main character’s thoughts and feelings about every situation and predicament that comes their way. It is interesting to read different chapters with unique perspectives from all the characters. It’s also interesting to see how these characters interact with each other. For example, a new romantic subplot between Julia and Campbell has been added to the storyline. Julia hasn’t been able to let Campbell go. She even thinks that he’s the reason all her previous relationships failed. She says one night to a bartender named Seven, “‘I blame Campbell Alexander entirely for my bad luck with relationships’” (Picoult 157). Julia mentions her three and a half failed relationships, which she think is because of Campbell. Although they argue all the time over the Fitzgerald case and how it should be solved, they end up spending the night together in Campbell’s boat. Julia doesn’t trust him 100% because of how he treated her 15 years back, but she finds him irresistible. Campbell absolutely adores Julia and never meant to hurt her when they went to Wheeler High, but he had reasons which aren’t exposed yet.    

Another issue has been added to the original problem of Anna’s lawsuit against her parents; she’s not sure if she wants to go through with it. She’s starting to regret filing a lawsuit, because it’s ripping her family in half. “My eyes get glassy with tears. ‘I’ve changed my mind. I don’t want to do this anymore. None of it.’ I concentrate on getting air into my lungs. There are so many things I have to work hard at now, that I used to be able to carry out instinctively- draw in oxygen, keep my silence, do the right thing” (Picoult 183).
Furthermore, Anna’s mother Sara is still very hurt and puzzled as to why her daughter filed the lawsuit. “‘My God Anna, what have we done to you to deserve this?’” (Picoult 180). However, she’s realizing for the first time that she’s been waiting for Kate to die all this time. Her chapters range from 1996 to 2001. In 1996, Sara describes her feelings of uselessness and exhaustion. “I’m sitting on the couch. I’ve been there for hours. I can’t seem to make myself get up and do any of the things I am supposed to, because what is the point of packing school lunches or hemming a pair of pants or even paying the heating bill?” (Picoult 165).  Sara is also seeing that Brian and she don’t have much in common anymore except for their sick daughter.
“‘Did you hear the results of the last CBC?’ I ask.
‘I was sort of hoping that we could come here to get away from all that. You know. Just talk.’
‘I’d like to talk,’ I admit. But when I look at Brian, the information that leaps to my lips is about Kate, not us. We are connected by and through sickness. We fall back into silence. When the waiter arrives to take our order, we both turn eagerly, grateful for someone who keeps us from having to recognize the strangers we have become” (Picoult 235).
Also in 1996, after Sara and Jesse have an argument over going to get new cleats after going to an orthodontist appointment, Sara says, “‘your sister is incredibly sick. I’m sorry if that interferes with your dentist’s appointment or your plan to go buy a pair of cleats. But those don’t rate quite as high in the grand scheme of things right now. I’d think that since you’re ten, you might be able to grow up enough to realize that the whole world doesn’t always revolve around you.’ Jesse looks out the window, where Kate straddles the arm of an oak tree, coaching Anna in how to climb up. ‘Yeah right she’s sick,’ he says. ‘Why don’t you grow up? Why don’t you figure out that the world doesn’t revolve around her?’ With a sigh, I walk upstairs, knock on my son’s door. ‘I’d like to apologize.’ There is a scruffle on the other side of the door and then it swings open. Blood covers Jesse’s mouth, a vampire’s lipstick; bits of wire stick out like a seamstress’s pinks. I notice the fork he is holding, and realize this is what he has used to pull off his braces. ‘Now you never have to take me anywhere,’ he says” (Picoult 167). Through this quotation it has become evident that Sara is so focused on Kate’s leukemia that she isn’t a good mother to her other two children, Anna and Jesse.  

Speaking of Jesse, he is realizing that he isn’t even on his parent’s radar because they’re both too concerned with Anna’s lawsuit and Kate’s failing health. However, since he was eleven, Jesse has been trying to prove to his parents that he isn’t invisible. “‘Dad?’ I repeated. My father looked right at me, but he didn’t answer. And his eyes were dazed and staring through me, like I was made out of smoke. That was the first time I thought that maybe I was’” (Picoult 245) Jesse also talks about one day when he was eleven, he walked to the downtown of Providence, which took him a few hours to get to from the Fitzgerald’s house in Upper Darby. He wound up in the middle of an intersection, starring up at the traffic light with cars honking all around him. “‘At the police station, when my dad came to get me, he asked what the hell I’d been thinking. I hadn’t been thinking, actually. I was just trying to get to a place where I’d be noticed’” (Picoult 247).   

A captivating quotation from My Sister’s Keeper is found on page 238. After Brian lies to Sara that the firefighters at the station paid $100,000 for Kate’s transplant, Sara learns the truth. She finds a statement that says that $8,369.56 was taken out of Katherine S. Fitzgerald’s college fund.  
“‘You lied to me?’  
‘I didn’t…’  
‘Zanne offered…’
‘I won’t let your sister take care of Kate,’ Brian says, ‘I’m supposed to take care of Kate.’ The fire hose falls to the ground, dribbles and spits at our feet. ‘Sara, she’s not going to live long enough to use that money for college.’ The sun is bright; the sprinkler twitches on the grass, spraying rainbows. It is far too beautiful a day for words like these. I turn and run into the house. I lock myself into the bathroom. A moment later, Brian bangs on the door. ‘Sara? Sara, I’m sorry.’ I pretend I can’t hear him. I pretend I haven’t heard anything he’s said” (Picoult 237-238). I find this be a significant quotation because it proves that Sara isn’t willing to acknowledge the truth. She knows that Kate will never be able to go to college, but she will not verbally talk about it. The fact that her baby is dying breaks Sara’s heart, combined with the knowledge that Kate will never be able to experience normal things every girl should.     

The main theme in My Sister’s Keeper is appearance vs. reality because characters in this book keep secrets. For example, Campbell won’t tell anyone, even Julia, his real reason for having his dog, Judge. Throughout the book so far, Campbell has made several excuses as to why Judge is always by his side. “‘I have an irregular heartbeat and he’s CPR certified’” (Picoult 203). “‘Color-blind,’ I reply. ‘He tells me when the traffic light changes’” (Picoult 208). These are just a few examples of how Campbell isn’t telling the truth, and therefore helps develop the theme of appearance vs. reality.
Also Jesse helps to develop the theme of appearance vs. reality. He has lit numerous buildings on fire and Brian and Sara have no idea what their son is really up to. Sometimes Jesse has seen his own father come to put out the fire he created. Jesse knows perfectly well that he’s putting his own father’s life on the line by lighting a match, but he still takes that chance. Brian and Sara know their son isn’t up to good things, but never could imagine that he’s allowing Brian to be in dangerous situations.

 Fire is a symbol in My Sister’s Keeper and is seen many times because Brian is a firefighter and Jesse lights abandoned buildings on fire. However, fire is also symbolic of Kate’s horrible leukemia because of the way it destroys everything in her body, much like fire destroys everything in the buildings that Jesse lights on fire.   

            My Sister’s Keeper continues to be a great read! I’m excited to see how it will end, because I know for a fact that it will be very surprising. I definitely recommend this book to anyone who is looking for something exciting, romantic and heart breaking all at once to read.

March 13, 2011

Introduction (early in reading)

Pages read so far: 1-143

I think cancer has affected us all one way or another. After a recent death in my family due to lung cancer, I thought My Sister’s Keeper by Jodi Picoult would be an interesting book that I could connect to personally. Of course, my family wishes we could have saved my aunt and could have done more to help her in the painful process. However, in the book My Sister’s Keeper 13-year-old Anna Fitzgerald wants to stop helping her older sister Kate who has acute promyelocytic leukemia. Anna doesn't care if her sister dies.

Now, I’m sure you’re saying, “Why on earth would a girl want that for her sister?” That was my first question too when I first began reading this book. (As much as my sister annoys me, I would never want her to die!) But Anna’s parents, Sara who's a lawyer and Brian who's a fire fighter, consulted a doctor to create a specific combination of precious genetic material to make sure their new baby (Anna) would be an allogeneic donor- the perfect bone marrow match for Kate. Sara and Brian have a son, who's older than Kate, but he wasn't a match for Kate. Therefore, from the moment Anna was born, she was in and out of the hospital not because she was sick; but because she was forced to help her sister by giving her leukocytes, stem cells or bone marrow. In the first chapter, Anna tells us how she never agreed to help Kate; and she’s getting fed up with not having the right to say no to her parents. She feels left out of her family and forgotten until Kate needs blood or bone marrow. She feels like the only reason she was conceived was because Kate needed a sibling with a perfect bone marrow match. Anna wonders if Kate hadn't been sick, if she would even be alive. 

Anna finally realizes that enough is enough so, with the little money that she has, she goes to a lawyer named Campbell Alexander. She tells him that she wants to sue her parents for the rights to her own body. Of course, Campbell thinks she’s absolutely ridiculous.
"'What happens if you don't give your sister a kidney?'
'She'll die.'
'And you're okay with this?'
'I'm here aren't I?'
'Yes, you are. I'm just trying to figure out what made you want to put your foot down, after all this time.'
She looks over at the bookshelf. 'Because,' she says simply. 'It never stops' (Picoult 22).

As soon as Anna’s parents, Sara and Brian, find out that their own daughter is suing them, they’re immediately confused and hurt. Sara, who is a lawyer, says, "do you even realize what the consequences will be?” (Picoult 54). And with that, Sara slaps Anna hard.

Before long, Sara is trying to talk Anna out of going through with the lawsuit. She thinks Anna's just trying to get attention. Anna decides to take a break from her home, so she moves into the firestation where her dad sleeps if he's on call. Soon Campbell, Anna, Sara and Brian meet with Judge DeSalvo. Judge DeSalvo so far seems to be fair, and he looks out for Anna's best interests so he appoints a guardian ad litem to spend two weeks with her. The appointed guardian ad litem is Julia Romano, who lives with her lesbien sister named Izzy. It turns out that Julia and Campbell had a relationship back 15 years ago when they both attended Wheeler School. Julia wasn't popular at all; she wore combat boots and had pink hair. Campbell was the captain of the sailing team, all the girls loved him and was from a weathly family. Campbell's parents didn't approve of Julia at all, because she wasn't 'one of them'. So far, there's a lot of tension between these two because of their past relationship, but I feel we're about to reach the climax of Julia and Campbell's new, budding relationship together.

On page 93, Jesse Fitzgerald, Sara and Brian's oldest child, narrates his first chapter. Up till now, Jesse hasn't been mentioned much except for a brief description at the beginning of the book. He's described as a kid who isn't going down the right road in life. He smokes, likes to play with fire, enjoys magazines filled with porn, takes drugs, drinks all the time and is an all-around rebel. However, Jesse loves both his sisters very much. In Jesse's chapter he meets up with Dan, a homeless dude, who watches Jesse's stuff' in return for a ValueMeal at McDonald's. After Jesse drops his stuff off with Dan, he goes to an empty warehouse and lights it on fire, which ironically, Brian is called to come put out. Jodi Picoult didn't explain Jesse's reasoning for lighting the warehouse on fire.

I’m happy that in each new chapter, a new person narrates it. So far, Anna, Sara, Brian, Jesse, Julia and Campbell  have narrated their own chapters, each expressing their thoughts and frusterations about the situation they’re involved in. Also, in some chapters, it switches years. For example, most of the chapters Sara narrates are back in the 90's when Kate is first diagnosed with leukemia, when Brian and her consult the doctor to make sure their new baby will be the perfect match for Kate, when Brian and her go on TV to talk about the unique way Anna was conceived and when they are accused of creating a 'model baby'. One thing I found interesting about Sara's chapters is that they're based around Kate and only Kate. She rarely talks about her other two children, but just the fact that she will do everything to make Kate well again.

So far I’m impressed with how this book is written. It’s exciting and I literally can't put it down! I've been reading it every spare second I can get! Most of the chapters have a cliff-ending, which makes me want to continue to read and read. It conveys the emotions of any family dealing with cancer, which is something I can easily relate to, which makes it even more interesting for me. Hopefully My Sister’s Keeper continues to be a good read!!!!